1. |
Sad
02:15
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I saw us lying on the floor
I coulnd't help but feel lost
I wish this moment
would last forever
How could you not feel sad?
I'm afraid of dying all the time
How could you not feel sad?
Oh, I wish this life would never end
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2. |
Son
03:16
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Words flew from his mouth
like knives
right into my heart
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever
I knew but I jumped anyhow
Son
life is too short
it hurts
Oh, I know
but hold on to it
Hold on to it
Hold on to it
Hold on to it
The most precious things lie underneath
The most precious things lie underneath
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3. |
Now I Understand
03:11
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It’s funny
how life gets torn
when you least expect it
It’s funny
my heart
with his own agenda
I cannot control
You’ve made me feel
for the first time in years
How could I ever try
to rationalize
something so raw
something so pure
something so rare
I know you
my old friend
the silence at the end of every phrase
I’ve been repressing you
as far as I remember
‘cause I feel offended
that you dare to come back
You’ve made me feel
for the first time in years
How could I ever try
to rationalize
something so raw
something so pure
something so rare
You’ve made me feel
for the first time in years
Now I understand
now I understand
now I understand
now I understand
I think I understand
I understand
God, I understand it now
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4. |
Almost 30
03:39
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Once a great dad
a delightful joker
Now just a picture
collecting dust
Sometime I see him
inside your eyes
Eyes I will terribly miss
someday
I’m almost 30
and half of this seems like a dream
the other half is slowing waking up from it
so wake up
He’ll leave the films
I’ll leave the music
inside a box
collecting dust
Maybe you’ll see me
inside her eyes
but just for a limited amount of time
I’m almost 30
and half of this seems like a dream
the other half is slowing waking up from it
so wake up
Wake up
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5. |
Hunger
04:31
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Write it down, make it real
learn the lesson
Take a picture and carry it
always with you
I will protect you no matter how
I will never be hungry again
‘cause my hunger is their feast
feast, feast...
With one hand waving free
I remembered who I wanted to be
I will protect you no matter how
I will never be hungry again
‘cause my hunger is their feast
Hunger
Take a step and move forward
leave it behind
There’s no reason to cry
if there was never a reason to laugh
Let them eat the cake
let them choke in the past
My witness is the sun
sun, sun…
With one hand waving free
I remembered who I wanted to be
I will protect you no matter how
I will never be hungry again
‘cause my hunger is their feast
Hunger
Write it down, make it real
Write it down, make it real
Write it down, make it real
Write it down, make it real
Write
Just write
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6. |
The Frog
03:01
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I’m not a frog
said the frog
looking in the mirror
with her green coat on
I’m not in love
you said
while holding my heart
looking in the mirror
I saw myself
I’m not a storm
said the storm
destroying every mirror
until the sun came out
I’m not in love
I said
while holding your heart
looking in the mirror
I saw you there
Oh, what a beautiful mistake
what a beautiful mistake it was
to play and pretend
I’m not in love
we said
while holding our hearts
looking in the mirror
I saw the frog
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7. |
Void
03:17
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You were so open with me
in the beginning
I thought that was new
Now the tables have turned
you closed the door
right when I was just stepping in
I’m used to making a fool of myself
that’s not new to me
but you will forever remain a mystery
Some things are not so easy to replace
how can I get you now out of my head
Now I spend most of my days battling
inside my head
I wish you had given me a good reason
so I could relate
There’s nobody here to blame
no justice to be made
Oh, you will forever remain a mystery
Some things are not so easy to replace
how can I get you now out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
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8. |
By the Shore
04:36
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She sat me down
and confessed
there’s something in her brain
that might kill her some day
It’s all meaningless
I thought
Who cares?
It’s been a long and weird summer
sitting here by the shore
I was there
You looked right into my eyes
and that was it
By the shore
I felt young
even though I’m getting older
every single day
It all made sense
for a moment
There’s nothing nobody can say
that would me make less afraid of death
It’s all meaningless
I thought
But who cares?
I’ll keep singing my heart out
watching the sunset
sitting here with you
by the shore
I was there
You looked right into my eyes
and that was it
By the shore
I felt young
even though I’m getting older
every single day
It all made sense
for a moment
The seagulls will return to their nest
We’ll always have this moment between us
and it will live forever
it will live
I was there
You looked right into my eyes
and that was it
By the shore
I felt young
even though I’m getting older
every single day
By the shore
I was there
You looked right into my eyes
and that was it
By the shore
I felt young
even though I’m getting older
every single day
even though I’m getting older
every single day
even though you’re getting older
every single day
By the shore
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9. |
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Whatever happens with you and me
I want you to know
I don’t expect to love someone
the way I love you
You are not only a lover
a gentle voice among the noise
you are everything and more I ever dreamt of
you already are the greatest ten years of my life
We were just kids
when we first met
but we were hungry for each other
Hungry for the world
hungry to grow old
hungry for the purest love
You’ve written the most beautiful sounds
I’ve ever heard
Words cannot express how I loved the world
we managed to create
Whatever happens
you already are the greatest ten years of my life
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10. |
Leaves and Alcohol
04:43
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Leaves and alcohol
I feel the warmth of the sun on my skin
I haven’t slept too much lately
I don’t know what’s real
I don’t know what anything means
but I feel your kindness healing me
And I feel like it was yesterday
when I hear the song you used to play
Oh, I feel, that’s for sure
that’s the only thing I know
There’s a side of the moon
I can’t see
What’s behind
keeps me up every night
Stomach ache
I feel the coldness of this room
Once again the mirror doesn’t trust itself
And I don’t know what’s real
I don’t know what anything means
but I feel an invisible company
There’s a side of the moon
I can’t see
What’s behind
keeps me up every night
Give me more
I will survive it
I will endure
Don’t you know
I will never be alone
and there’s a side of the moon
I will never get to see
what’s behind
kept me alive all these years
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11. |
The World is Yours
07:33
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Life sometimes feels like a car ride
and I’d always been the one who enjoys
sitting in the back seat
watching all those versions of myself
slowly getting smaller
through the window, on the horizon
slowly dying inside your mid
You didn’t really know me and that’s my fault
I was not scared of you, I was scared of me
of who I had become
Well, I’ve turned into a person I’m proud of
and embarrassed of on equal amounts
and the version of yourself
that still lives inside my head
has turned into something else
Life sometimes feels like a car ride
but I’m the one behind the wheel
this time around
and for the first time in my life
I’m not scared, I am in love
with who could I become
Say goodbye to all those versions of ourselves
slowly getting smaller
through the window, on the horizon
and drive far away
Drive far away
Just drive far away
The world is yours
the world is yours
the world is yours
the world is yours
the world is yours
the world is f***ng yours
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12. |
Blue
06:01
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I remember the hospital room
I remember you screaming
and me closing my eyes
trying to ignore the pain you were in
trying to pretend it didn’t exist
I thought about you when you were young
way before I was born
you look so happy on those photographs
you look eternal
like you were never going to die
How little we knew
the world wasn’t ours
we were theirs
I always forget
I opened my eyes a year later
all dressed in black
a colour you hated
Someone showed a photograph
from when you were young
and I swear I saw you wink the eye
and laugh at us
I forgot you had
Blue eyes
Bring back my childhood and my youth
Blue eyes
All the words unsaid, things undone
Blue eyes
Always finding a way into my dreams
Blue eyes
Oh, how I wish you were watching me
‘cause it hurts deep within
waking up from these dreams
you will never hear my songs
you will never see who I’ll become for you
Blue eyes
Bring back my childhood and my youth
Blue eyes
All the words unsaid, things undone
Blue eyes
Always finding a way into my dreams
Blue eyes
Oh, how I wish you were watching me
from above
Blue eyes
Blue moon
Blue days
Blue heart
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